no regrets..
I know I haven't been here for a while, but I just don't get the chance to be on the Internet the way I used to be. It freezing cold today again and will be raining tomorrow. I know that sucks for a lot of people tomorrow. You can tell I'm in a bad mood, but for some odd reason I just felt like typing. I left work early yesterday, I dropped by Walmart for almost 2 hours to get a bunch of last presents (junks) for my co-workers, b/c many of them got me a few gifts and the idea of not giving one back just sucks. So I didn’t get home until 3ish and on top that, I didn't sleep a wink last night because I'm up re-evaluating life itself. (You can definitely see my panda bear eyes.) I woke up and sitting there with my photo albums looking through all the pics and no I’m not having no mid-life crisis. Just felt like it. So I was thinking to myself, . I know I know.. not this again, right? So, when did I get this old without realizing it? I don’t feel a day over 28! Where did the years go? Feel like I’m back to square one, though I realized a lot of things that are important and what not. Today, before I went to work I drop by Target and gotten myself a brand new photo album. For my New Years resolutions, I decided not to look back in time and instead to look forward so I can fill it with all happy memories- so I can look back one day w/out any regrets but to be happy w/ what I see.Anyhows, I've been contemplating writing about this for a while, so I decided to finally post something.. OK. Those who DO NOT KNOW me well definitely will view me as someone that can be quiet, not talkative and reserved. I will admit that it takes me a bit of time to be comfortable around people. I have to figure them out, decide what I can and cannot say around them, what they are like and also see what I can get away with. Then I become loud, talkative and a bit sassy. Then again, there are times where I'm just comfortable w/ someone right away. For some odd reason, I think I'm just not comfortable w/ my friends as I am w/ my co-workers. Isn't that weird? With my co-workers, I just feel like I can be myself. Joking around, even telling them to shut up and whatever.. I wish I was more comfortable w/ my friends like that, but I’m not.
On a seperate note, I thought it would be a very long week, since I have to work 6 days this week- usually it’s 5 days regardless of hoildays. Can’t believe that it’s already the 4th day and 2 more days to go. Funny, how fast the guys are working in the warehouse that we are leaving extra 1-2 hours early! Yay! It’s either b/c everyone wants to get the week over to celebrate Christmas or b/c Nathan (the boss son) is here the whole week. Ok, It’s definitely b/c Nathan is here, I can tell since no one is really talking to me.. everyone is just working, working and working.. Oh well, I just want to get this week over with so I can go to Vegas.. It’s going to be a little different, but I think I will enjoy it..
Good night ya!
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