Can't believe Europe is Over! (Re-post from Journals)
It's amazing how time passes us by so quickly! It's been more than a month since I came back from Europe. Can't believe I'm back to reality. Seem like it was a dream, but I did see a lot of amazing things and places. Maybe one day in the future, if I were luckily enough I would love to go back w/ friends or even w/ that special someone. Next time around, I would love to learn some French for Paris. At first, I thought I wouldn't like Paris at all. Since everyone say the people are rude and mean in France. (Knowing me, I can't stand people w/ no manners.) Unexpectedly, I can't believe out of all places, =) Paris was place I love the most! People were so nice; I wonder was it b/c of my terrible French accent that made them a little nicer to us? Or maybe b/c they knew I was trying my best to speak their languages? Whatever it was, it was worth it. *_~ What else can I say? Apart from that I love it. I definitely can't wait to back to Paris!Before this trip started, I was excited that I would meet some new friends. At the end of the trip, I learn that it wasn't really what I wanted and I'm ok w/ that. Don't get me wrong, there was a few that was pretty sincere that I didn't get the chance to really talk to them. (Hopefully they will decide to come to the Bay Area to visit, so I can take them around.) Then again, there were a few fake peeps that I just can't stand and I didn't really care much for nor bother, only the exception of a friendly hi when I see them. I know I told Linda that I wanted to meet new people and I do, but if they are not cool then I’m not going to bother with them. I might not have a lot of friends, but at least its people who are sincere and not fake and selfish.
While I was typing out my trip on this blog, I felt like I was back in Europe once again. After I was done posting. It made me realize a few things about myself that I ever thought or knew about and things that I won't tolerate from others. Maybe this trip will make me a better person, maybe it won't. Just maybe I have to learn to accept myself the way I am and that people either accept it or not to be part of my life. It's funny how things are. You don't know how lucky you are until things goes wrong and it really makes you appreciate the things and people around you. Believe it or not, I've learned a lot from this trip or from Wendy- even things she doesn't realize. One thing for sure is that I don't ever want to be like her, I know there is people way worst than her in the world, but the idea that she's family makes it worst. It's good to have self confident, but not to the point where you're going to put people down or even be rule to people- just because you think you're better. It makes you have no class being a B*** to people and for me to have to watch it going, it just makes me want to slap some sense into her. I know I sound a little piss, but after the way she treated me. What more can I say? She has changed from bad to worst, maybe she hasn't realized that she definitely turned into a selfish silver digger, (not a gold digger yet, since she did pay for some of her trip.) but it's something I disapprove of. Dude, you have 2 hands.. Why can't you pay for your own stuff or trip? Or simple don't go if you can't afford it. She's luckily to have family who cares for her, but it doesn't make it right to take advantage of them, it pisses me off more. Just remember that you can lie to anyone but yourself and because of her, I think I'm just lucky for being me w/ people who cares for me.
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