Everything does happen for a reason.....
Something funny happened to me yesterday. I had the most spiritually enlightening car ride of my life. Well, I was driving home from the San Francisco, there was a lot of traffic so you know it took about a hours moreless to get home. And during that long car ride by myself I can’t help but think about everything on my mind. I kept on thinking about my situation and stuff. Well anyways, lately I have been wondering why everything has happen to me, really happened to me? Does everything happen for a reason? Is it twist of fate or luck that affects us or shape our life? Or is it cause and effect? Have you ever wonder that questions yourself?
Nothing just happens for the sake of it. Everything does happen for a reason, but sometimes the reason that it happens does not pertain to us. All of our actions affect everyone in this world in some way. I truly believe that. Life is funny like that. My drive home was a totally miraculous experience. It made me feel so special for some reason.
Oh.. It was just so weird, when I saw was this black guy smiling widely at me, like a prevert! I was all like "eewwww." But then to be nice I just smiled back politely. =) He had really white teeth though. I thought it was weird but then I eventually forgot about it.
---- Still being in traffic--- I thought about God…
God wants me to deal with the problems I never wanted to deal with. I believe that we all get signs from God, but not all of us can decipher them all the time. Usually we are all caught up in life that we tend to forget the things that God is trying to tell us. There are signs everywhere. I know that I need to work on myself first, and not try to help others too quickly. I will let things happen as they happen. I guess I can admit that I spent half my life taking care of the peeps I loved. (which I don’t regret.) Now I know what I am supposed to be doing. I am supposed to be working on me. I mean, I'm not saying that I'm gonna give up caring… I thank God everyday for guiding me the way he does. I just hope that I will always see the signs he gives me. Thats the hardest part about life. Watching out for signs and knowing when they're right in front of your face. Faith and hope are going to be the two most important concepts that I will have to deal with. I just hope they don't let me down. =)
All I can say now is that future is uncertain. but actually that's the way it is supposed to be. No one is supposed to know their future. It's better that way.
Ps. At this very moment, I'm listening to some Korean songs w/ very relaxing beats..
Isn't music amazing! I don't understand a word it's saying, but I can totally feel the vibe..
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