No pressure, no rushing, nothing like that just taking it mellow.
Well before I begin, I must sincerely apologize for seriously neglecting my blog ... what can I say ... I'm making a pre-emptive New Year's Resolution to update it more regularly although it can't really be too hard to update it less regularly ...
Something just crossed my mind last nite .. [being.. CHINESE new year eve and all . ] I always had this fantasy about when the clock struck midnight on New Years Eve (12.31) and everyone was celebrating and kissing each other. In the back of my mind, I had this romantic notion that at one time of my life I would like to be with someone on New Years Eve that when I kiss him it really means something. That it is just not a kiss because I am there with him or that he happened to be standing next to me. That this was someone that I cared about and he cared about me and this kiss would mean something to the both of us.
I don't know maybe I am being too romantic for my own good, but this is always something that I have had in my head and I am thinking that maybe I can make a resolution for this to truly happen this coming New Years Eve. I have got another year to make this happen. To find a someone (male.. duh!) that interests me and hopefully I interest him in return. We take the time to get to know each other and hopefully we both realize that this is something that might have a future. No pressure, no rushing, nothing like that just taking it mellow. I don't know, it was just a thought I had and maybe it could work out? We will see.
Posted by Sindy on Wednesday, February 09, 2005 at 12:18 PM
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