why can you be someone's muse but yourself?
Ok, I know I need to take control of my life and really figure out what I need to do and take care of first. Like they say in philosophy class- there are two motivating forces: hope and fear. Fear is a powerful negative drive that’s moves us to the wrong directions- giving us the sense that we can’t do it or that we might fail. While hope is the positive drive that draws us toward our goals like a magnet that pushes us ahead in life. Basically you can either be pessimistic or optimistic in life. Yes the glass has always been half empty and I admit I have always been the pessimistic towards life. But just maybe the glass is actually half full and I have been wrong all these years! Hmm.. I wonder if one can have hope and yet be pessimistic?Isn’t funny how life is? Really, you can be someone’s muse but yourself. Why is that? Maybe we are hypocrite of some sort or to some degree. Why is it so easy to help others but yourself? Is it because we are harsher on ourselves or is it because we don’t get to see ourselves from a clear view or maybe it’s because we analyze things that aren’t meant to be analyze and then we make it so complicated that it becomes a problem. Or just maybe, it’s easier to help someone so I can avoid my own. Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother? Is it because I’m obligated to do so, or just maybe… (oh, whatever.. )
okok…I know I really need to remind myself to stop sweating the small stuff and get all wrapped up in the dumbest crap, when people out there are having real and bigger problems than my pity little ones. Not that it’s nothing wrong to stress ova little thing- I know it can be normal, but to let it consume you in a way that I tend too then it’s wrong. I need to worry less and count my blessings more and appreciate what I have in my life, instead of pouting what I am lacking! Oh well, I better hit the sac!
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