Sunday, December 11, 2005

=( what the F** is going on?

Forget about how much people spend on gifts they ought to report on what people spend on household items getting ready for the holidays and getting things to prepare for the holidays- like untangling the lights to assembling the Christmas tree!



Anyhow, I don’t know what is going on with me? I don’t know why I feel this way. I feel overwhelmed, tired, sad, sore… I am extremely overwhelmed here at work and falling behind. I need to organize but can’t seem too. I am tired and have been tired for the past month or more. I need to do something about it but I don’t know what. I am trying to go to sleep a little earlier and I am sleeping well but this doesn’t seem to be enough. I need to get to the gym but again I am lacking the time, energy and motivation.

Have anyone been afraid to go to sleep? I’ve been having the same dream for two nites that someone was stalking me, someone I can’t see. I guess the worst part is the I’m with my family, hopefully I’m going to find out what it meant.. b/c this is stressing the crap out of me.. Well I get going, try to see if I can be awake by 6:30am…

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