why do you even bother asking???
It's less than ten days before Christmas. My shopping has been pretty much done for the last few weeks, w/ the exception of a couple of gift cards. The tree has been up for a week or two w/out any glass ornaments for Tyra’s safety and since Tyra has been taken all the ornaments off the trees, it looked as though the tree has been robbed, =P basically it's a ghetto ass x-mas tree.. haha..
I know I’ve told myself that I won’t let anyone see me cry, but when you just found out someone had just passed away, you just don’t know what to feel except emptiness and shock that things seem ok one day and then the next day. One thing that people do tell me, besides that it's supposed to get easier, is that it helps to celebrate someone's life and not just mourn it. I'd tend to agree. So I had to stop myself from crying at work and keep going regardless..
Honestly, I was a little pissed off yesterday at a friend. I just don’t understand when someone ask you, what do you prefer doing and when you tell them, they turn around saying they rather doing something else.. WTF !!! Why do you even bother asking me what I wanted to do, when you rather do something else?? Seems like you didn’t give a F what I wanted to do?? This is not the first time this happen, just a little tired of it. Geez! I was so ready to go out and drink, I had all the X-mas presents wrapped. It pisses me off whenever someone cancels out on me, especially when I was getting ready to go. If you know you didn’t want to go, why the F did you say you were going????? I could have went w/ my original plan.. (It just kills the mood..) If there was a good reason you can’t make it, then I’m fine it.
Anyways, it just feel better writing this out rather then holding it in..
Darn!! I hope I'll get ova this cold soon...
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