Thursday, December 21, 2006

no regrets..

I know I haven't been here for a while, but I just don't get the chance to be on the Internet the way I used to be. It freezing cold today again and will be raining tomorrow. I know that sucks for a lot of people tomorrow. You can tell I'm in a bad mood, but for some odd reason I just felt like typing. I left work early yesterday, I dropped by Walmart for almost 2 hours to get a bunch of last presents (junks) for my co-workers, b/c many of them got me a few gifts and the idea of not giving one back just sucks. So I didn’t get home until 3ish and on top that, I didn't sleep a wink last night because I'm up re-evaluating life itself. (You can definitely see my panda bear eyes.) I woke up and sitting there with my photo albums looking through all the pics and no I’m not having no mid-life crisis. Just felt like it. So I was thinking to myself, . I know I know.. not this again, right? So, when did I get this old without realizing it? I don’t feel a day over 28! Where did the years go? Feel like I’m back to square one, though I realized a lot of things that are important and what not. Today, before I went to work I drop by Target and gotten myself a brand new photo album. For my New Years resolutions, I decided not to look back in time and instead to look forward so I can fill it with all happy memories- so I can look back one day w/out any regrets but to be happy w/ what I see.

Anyhows, I've been contemplating writing about this for a while, so I decided to finally post something.. OK. Those who DO NOT KNOW me well definitely will view me as someone that can be quiet, not talkative and reserved. I will admit that it takes me a bit of time to be comfortable around people. I have to figure them out, decide what I can and cannot say around them, what they are like and also see what I can get away with. Then I become loud, talkative and a bit sassy. Then again, there are times where I'm just comfortable w/ someone right away. For some odd reason, I think I'm just not comfortable w/ my friends as I am w/ my co-workers. Isn't that weird? With my co-workers, I just feel like I can be myself. Joking around, even telling them to shut up and whatever.. I wish I was more comfortable w/ my friends like that, but I’m not.

On a seperate note, I thought it would be a very long week, since I have to work 6 days this week- usually it’s 5 days regardless of hoildays. Can’t believe that it’s already the 4th day and 2 more days to go. Funny, how fast the guys are working in the warehouse that we are leaving extra 1-2 hours early! Yay! It’s either b/c everyone wants to get the week over to celebrate Christmas or b/c Nathan (the boss son) is here the whole week. Ok, It’s definitely b/c Nathan is here, I can tell since no one is really talking to me.. everyone is just working, working and working.. Oh well, I just want to get this week over with so I can go to Vegas.. It’s going to be a little different, but I think I will enjoy it..

Good night ya!

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Just another boring day.

Just another week. Well it’s Wednesday again and it has really been a rough week. 2 more days till the weekend starts. Luckily, we finish super early yesterday at work. Yes, I do love working Tuesday night. I have been a little under the weather lately, but for some odd reason I’m not allowing myself to get sick, though I’ve been fighting it for the past few days and I think I won. (Knocking on wood.)

I really don’t have anything specific to chat about today. So I’ll just see where this leads me.. Let’s start with Britney’s little flashy- I wouldn’t be surprise if she end up in Playboy w/ Paris Hilton. I can see it now, the rich trailer trash vs. the rich slut. I know I’m being mean, but they should have seen it coming. I have more respect for Christina. Michael Richard’s racist’s blurs- I don’t care whether he was in a rage or not, his true color came out. I believe everyone is a little racist for one reason or another but you lower yourself as a person when you act in conjunction with your biased feelings. I’m so sick if this Black and White thing, what ever happened to the Indians, Mexican and Chinese etc. For people who say I'm NOT racist, it's not true it's part of being human. However, I don’t think any human being should have used the word- even African Americans. (It’s a word that's insulting and degrading. ) Lastly, OJ’s stupid book that didn’t go through- what the F** is the man thinking about? I seriously think he gotten away with murder, I just feel bad for the kids.

Oh man, what’s up with people sending me emails w/ forwarded chain letters about faith, hope, love, luck and or money- I’m so sick of it! People grow up and stop acting as though we are in high school, it doesn’t make anyone feel good getting these stupid emails. When I ask you to stop sending these emails, I mean it and if you weren’t my friend, I would have block as SPAM. Sorry, I had 2 chain letter emails already this week- it’s just not pleasant.

Usually, I would get into the Holiday’s spirit, since Christmas is my favorite holidays. This year, I’m just not feeling it. Hopefully Christmas in Vegas w/ the family would help lighting up the spirit a little. One a happier note, my approval for Hong Kong came through yay! In 4 months, I’ll get to go. I can’t wait to go shopping and try all the different food that I usually see in these Chinese movies.

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