...toOoo afraid of sleeping.....
Time...I just am amazed at how quickly it flies by. Man, I haven't posted in quite a few months...where has the time gone? Even work has been flying by lately. I'm just feeling...blah! (Lots of little things nagging at me.) Things I cannot do much about. I guess frustrated is the word to describe how I am feeling these days.So lately, I've been plastering on the fake smile and saying, "That's fine with me" to so much stuff. Some of it IS fine. Some is not. But I'm just too exhausted to deal with it any other way. So I smile and I fold. It sounds wimpy of me, I know...because if you know me, you KNOW I ALWAYS have something to say, an opinion to share. But at the end of the day, I'm too damn tired to put up a fight anymore.. And it's easier to say, "You win" rather than state my case- until you really pissed me off..
Haha.. look at me rambling on like a mad woman. Finally I took almost a hour emailing people back b/c I haven’t been doing any emails for the last week or was it longer. I know I should be sleeping by now, but this morning I woke up screaming from a dream I had, I think this happened once when I was little. Yes, I’m a little scare to go back to sleep.. So I’m watching Friends season 8 that was borrowed from a co-work a week or two ago. I love it b/c I haven’t seen much of the season 8,9 and 10, so once I’m done w/ this I can borrow the other season.. yay! I envy them so much, I always thought I would be a Monica, yes and it would be great it I ever meet a Chandler.. But I think Joey cranks me up most, but Rachel reminds me of my forgetfulness..
